I denied my cravings for forty years, until my late fifties, when I finally gave in and had a Craiglist blowjob hookup. Now I just accept that I'm mostly straight, but every few months I want to sub and be a cocksucker. Don't know why, but that's a part of me...
Me too man. Just turned 50. Told my best friend since 3rd grade, who is totally straight. He told me to go out and suck as much cock as I want! A true friend!